Happy New Year!!

I have written so many letters to Jaison. Letter writing was almost a hobby. And somehow from the time we saw each other we have been moving back and forth. While that gave a painful yearning to be together…it also blessed us with a beautiful romance. Our married life has been a sequence of beautiful moments. While I have lost my temper many times, have gone up and down in spikes and clefts….he has been steadily there like he always was…….something as steady and permanent as the sky. I could paint it with clouds, colors and stars……it remained always in its full magnificence. This is my letter to him written on his birthday in 2005. Most of it holds true still and I pledge it again in this New Year!!


My Dearest Chatten,



Lots of love on your birthday ………..



My thoughts go to the moments I first fell in love with you……you seemed so simple & sane...somebody so comfortable….like…a cotton dress in hot summers…soothing & soft….always there …..Without fail …in all the adversities…like a grand father clock…so pure & genuine…..like a diamond…….

Nothing was fake about you……nothing was dubious….like a crystal…..



I fell in love with the love so pure….just nothing else in this world could match its radiance…..



You are a wonderful husband…….caring….encouraging….loving ….supporting

You gave me my life’s two best poetries…..our children

Kakrapar …..Kakinada…Surat….Bharuch…Jhagadia….Ruwais……Dubai….it has been a journey of wonderful moments one after the other……

You are a marvelous father……

You are a fantastic teacher………



If we are to go around the universe…time & again I will CHOOSE you as my companion



Today I thank you for bringing so much beauty in my life….for being there….for letting me do mistakes….for giving me a shoulder to cry on after my failures….for instilling me with strength…for believing in me….for believing in my dreams……



Today I wish we rejuvenate our friendship……we rekindle our romance….we start enjoying the unknown…..we change with change…..

I wish we approach life with a child like curiosity……

I wish we don’t analyze all moments, persons, and situations

I wish we not judge people & ourselves….

I wish we just learn to put our roots deep…..our branches high……

I wish we don’t bother about the climbers & creepers….after all they just add beauty to a tree…….

I wish we fill the world with fragrance

I wish we give the shade to anyone who choose to come below it

Today I wish we conquer the fear of fear….

I wish we throw ourselves in gay abandon to nature….

I wish we actively cultivate humor…

I wish we fine some money for anger & grumpiness





I wish we could once again fall in love all over again….rediscover each other….stop trying to change the other…..savor our differences…..

I wish we love …we respect….stop presuming & assuming……



Together let us unravel the mysteries of life…. & love……..

Today I gift you with my willingness for everything I said……….



I love you…..I love us……I pray for you…. & US….

Happy Birthday chattu



UMMMMAMMM

Molu